害怕

我希望这都不是我旧病复发的现象。

Pls not let it be the symptoms returning. maybe i am really just stressed. no. i am not gg to think so much. 

medication woes

ya, forgot to take my medication last night. and i slpt like nobody biz. by the time i woke up, it’s alr 11. not like the usual me. i wish i dont have to take medication anymore and will be still as fit as before. will that miracle ever happen? 

doctor visit

the comic strip is kind of funny and not funny.

Went back for my quarterly check up at KTPH with Prof Raja. He gave me 2 pieces of news:-

1. he met a dr from korea, seoul, and from the results observed, she is very good with cushing patients. so if need, i can fly there for surgery. i said, “i don’t mind gg for holiday instead though”. my thoughts were, “it’s gg to cost me a bomb! at the rate i’m getting my pay, forget it”
2. relating to the comic strip above, there is a new mtd of treating – by injection. it’s not a one-time off. it’s MONTHLY! and it cost approx $3.5k per jab. cost > monthly pay. fantastic. anw, it’s new so he need to apply trial for me. then everything will be FREE. in other words, i’ll be a guinea pig or lab rat.

To clear the air, i don’t don’t like Prof. He’s a amazing doctor. Together with Dr Loh LM (from SGH), i think they are the most wonderful doctors i’ve ever met.

Prof told the MOs who were there that i am a workaholic. i went =.= and wondered where he even get the idea from. and i thought it must be from the fully-packed-with-schedule organiser he saw previously. he even told them abt the book that i am gg to write (or rather, suppose to write) of my experience with this disease. ohmygawd de faint. he is really serious abt it! looks like i really need to start writing alr.